*Come And Rest In Peace With Me*

    Moving out from ttdi and moving in to bkt jelutong have been the worst thing i’ve done in my life ever.
I never thought of these things to happen.
It’s simply disturbing when everyday you don’t have a chance to get out from the house for just a walk due to the housework.
Honestly, i don’t remember how shopping malls look like anymore.
that’s very hyperbole you might think, but it’s the fact of being me right now.
Furthermore, it’s absolutely annoying when each of the family members fight everyday when needs aren’t fulfilled.
It’s tiring to hear the nags, the bangs of stuffs everywhere when everyone is angry.

4:08 PM 27/1/2008

    People surrounding me must know i speak very less at home than at the outside.a very very quiet person i am as one of my friends said as she had stayed for one night at my house in ttdi. nevertheless, my actions speak louder than my words at home. a very aggressive person then.
Obviously day by day, i’m becoming more of a skeleton except for the face which doesn’t want to shrink. my hands are very thin; people start asking me why. i don’t know. all i can think of is that i lost my apetite every single day due to exhaustion. i feel like vommitting most of the time.but don’t worry, i don’t think i will die because of that. probably just because i lost contact with my bottles of vitamins in one of those boxes.

4:50 PM 27/1/2008

    As far as i’ve experienced, being nag and being scolded often might lead to mental disorder for someone like me. i hope it won’t happen as the only person i’ll think about is my boyfriend. he wouldn’t want a psycho/crazy girlfriend. well, who wants?
I need a hair cut, please. i badly need a new hair style.

6:58 PM 27/1/2008

    I still couldn’t find my rm200++ adidas shoes anywhere and my rm20++ padini flip-flops is damn dirty bcuz i left it at home. you may thought i might be very particular about money, and yes, i do. those expensive things we bought should be appreciated so that’s why i’m disgusted when i couldn’t find adidas and seeing padini like that. a pair of new converse shoes is also what i need to replace my 3 years old converse basketball limited edition. it’s so old yet it’s still comfy but it’s sort of an eyesore to see the faded basketball patterns on it.
Being offered by cik lely to join radiogurl22 which is a group that handles bands such as Decma & The Could Have Been as one of the gig crews as the photographer the other day flatters me a lot. Unfortunately, this is absolutely not the right topic to be discussed with my family though i could accept the offer secretly. but i myself know i couldn’t keep a secret against my family. they will eventually know. i will probably get some money from this but cik lely hasn’t confirmed it yet.

8:13 PM 27/1/2008