The week that had been terrible
September 28, 2007 by liyanamadihah
It should be written on 18092007 but I wasn’t thinking seriously so I fell asleep without studying maths. Probably because of what I had done before that.
I argued with myself and found out something so convincing; I didn’t know what happened after I came back that night. I declared it as brain malfunction. Gahh….a bad one. After the declaration, I chose to sleep and woke up at 5 am and studied maths just to throw the guilty feeling I had. Then fell asleep again. Then woke up around 7 and prepared and went to class alone. My legs were triggered to walk so fast that day due to the music transferred to my ears. Heavy ones. From someone’s mp4. Arriving in class, I chose to sit at the corner back of the class where I thought was so comfy for someone who’s having a brain malfunction. Sat there, studied, waited for her to come to give out test papers.Waited…& waited….& waited…
Class postponed—> no test. It was a bit shit but I accepted it calmly. So now waiting for the next class, 119. Still in the seat at the corner back of the class. So comfy with the music transferring thru the ears taking her up high to the skies. Oh, she was high.
But the eyes weren’t high. Still on the ground.Damn.I knew it was due to the brain malfunction.
That night I slept though knowing tomorrow’s a test and a presentation and had a dream I really wanted it to be true. Pursuing photography deeply with a scholarship. End of dream. Woke up and fantasizing that it will be true. Realizing that it was impossible I took my bath and kept thinking that the week had been terrible.
A beautiful piece. You had me half-thinking this was a piece of song-lyric script. :O